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Another curhatan gapenting

Kayaknya enak deh curhat di sini... entahlah semoga gaada yg buka blog ini lagi wkwkwkwk btw aku br menyadari sesuatu? Keknya aku orgnya gampang trauma deh, hemm mungkin bukan trauma ya tapi lebih ke sulit ngelupain sesuatu yg beneran bikin aku seneng/ sakit hati. Aku dulu perasaan sgt menghargai pertemanan pokok i will try my best to have a bestfriend. Tapi makin ke sini aku makin ga percayaan sama org wkwkwk kalo diinget2 lagi kayaknya gara2 pas smp aku tau temen deketku ngomongin aku di belakang deh dan aku ganyangka banget dan auto pgn ngehindar gitulho.. soalnya sejak itu juga prinsipku yaudah berteman untuk sementara aja, like oke kelas 8 circleku ini, kelas 9 bakal ganti lagi sesuai kebutuhan.. that's why aku smp sma gapunya temen yg bener2 bisa kucurhatin semua2nya. Circle smaku yg dr kelas 10 masih kontakan si cuma akunya aja yg ngerasa udh nggak sefrekuensi. Temen kuliah? Oh God covid really ruined my college life. Meskipun aku juga belum bener2 bisa terbuka sama temen ku...

Life Sucks

Hi again people! I choose to write here bc i know, no one will read my blog hahaha. You know what? Just like the title, life sucks. I hate it, I hate people, I wanna be alone forever. Being a girl sucks. Being a first child sucks. Can i just run? Can i just live like whatever i want? Why there are a lot of people try to disturb me, just leave me alone doing what i'm doing. God please i hate it here. Just kill me already, i give up. Dear time, can you stop?? I just dont wanna grow up. Why everybody want to control me? Fuck off you all this is my life. I live it not you so just get out my life!